Journal
Reflections upon Reflections:
On “I Belong to Fall: A Commentary on ‘Dancing on the Earth’ by Oriah” by Nancy Alder
The author — whose writing I savor and whose insights I have quickly come to treasure — has anthropomorphized Fall like christening the fog bank Karl or dedicating a stretch of highway after a local hero, and that’s a new revelation to me. Whereas I have always treated seasons as part of the weather — completely out of my control and to be accepted and managed — she has internalized and taken ownership, and she seemingly feels autumn in her bones.
What does Fall mean to me?
First of all, what would Fall be in the absence of Summer?
Growing up in suburban Columbus, Ohio as a nerdy kid who worked hard in school yet rushed through homework and chores to get to all-important play time and TV shows, summer was the invaluable realization of freedom. Warm, often hot and uncomfortably muggy days of tree climbing, bike riding, and family trips to the lake or Cedar Point preceded mischievous nights of hide and go seek, tag, fireflies and fireworks.
My brother Jim and our friends would pretend we were in the army or the French Resistance with our noisemakers and cap pistols and boundless energy — inwardly ecstatic in our stealthy, incredible fortune that moms and dads were seemingly clueless or unbothered by the lack of knowledge of our whereabouts until well past dark.
As a child, August was bittersweet. The humid “dog days” sucked the air and the joy from the season like walls slowly closing in on the heroes. Driving trips in the tank-like station wagon became endurance tests of sweaty discomfort as the promise of unbridled fun at the other end was betrayed by the threat of school bells in September.
For Autumn officially starts in September, and in Columbus that meant the start of a new school year, which for some feels like a prison sentence. For me it was a sensation like boxing up all the games and toys and stashing them in the attic or locking up an amusement park or arcade indefinitely.
Simultaneously, fall was the beginning of the stretch run of the chase for the baseball pennant and the return of college football and the battle for the Big Ten championship. There was an excitement in the air with the prospect of the imminent holiday Holy Trinity of Halloween, Thanksgiving, and Christmas with all the sugar, wishbones and wrapping paper. Adults seemed unaccountably refreshed by what I only realized much later was their own renewed freedom from constant children underfoot.
Summer is a lazy cat in the mid-day rays, whereas Fall is an industrious herding dog. If summer was the equivalent of a super long weekend, fall was the distillation of the school week and the sauce reduction into the essence of the taste of Saturday morning. Everything hinged on the promise of Friday afternoon.
Survival became the struggle to withstand the fears and anxieties of pop quizzes and the assignment of book reports. In turn, mid-terms and science projects, even if couched in fun topics, felt like an abominable infringement on an imagined childhood right to weekend playtime.
In other words, for me fall had next to nothing to do with trees dropping leaves and the changes in weather — such environmental twists in the road were often mere observations — but rather the practical, dramatic alterations in the daily to-do list, like the complete rewrite of a play just when the last chapter felt as perfect as the morning mist over a rural pond.
Fast forwarding 50 years, Fall takes on new meaning, and my awakening to the painting and poetry of the seasons feels very ancient and mystical. I do not need to seek my past, inner child, for he has always been right here. Nevertheless, adulthood wields the Fall like a blunt instrument, and the perspective of wise empaths such as Nancy feels like a book I neglected and left hidden on the shelf long ago.
“I’m madly in love with this planet. And I do not belong in the world we’ve built here… I don’t believe a true home exists for me anywhere on present day Earth.”
-- Nancy Alder
To hear the clarion call of Inner Woven and taste the raw challenge to listen and reflect is a startling school bell and an exhilarating disruption to my status quo.
The question is, how do I respond to the Divine? Where do I belong?
I anticipate eagerly my next steps.
Vulnerability
Cracks in the façade for a building are undesirable, whereas for human emotional intimacy they are essential.
Today I feel like a black and purple thin strand of blown glass -- strong yet frighteningly fragile. If I were a hiking a mountain trail right now, it's as if I meet a bear, and the bear respectfully leaves me alone, watchfully, but then carelessly wasting my chance at safety, I dash myself upon sharp rocks and tear a gaping hole in my chest.
Dedicated to Pink Floyd…
The best kind of trip is going no place at all and simply being fully present in the Now.
My Spirituality
I believe in God but I may use an eclectic vernacular to describe it. I think of God as the Source of everything, the Universe, the great Spirit. I don’t believe God is an old white bearded man in the sky (or even a man), nor that there’s a puppet master. I don’t care much what another person’s religion or paradigm is; whatever works for another that helps he/she/them be a good person and treat others with kindness and compassion and helpfulness is fine with me. Actions speak far louder than words and beliefs.
I derive whatever wisdom I have and my personal principles from a lifetime of study, observation, experience, and trial and error. I was raised Catholic; I don’t practice Catholicism or attend any conventional church. I have read the Bible many times, and I do draw a few basic principles from it, but it is not any kind of manual or how-to book for me. I draw my principles from many sources, including Native American spirituality and Buddhism. However, I do not identify with any particular label of associated with any one religion or belief system. I look for common ground between different religions and ways of thinking. I pick and choose what makes sense to me and what works for me in my personal journey as I try to do good in the world.
I accept that much of this is so powerful and amazing that it’s to some extent beyond my comprehension. Which is not to say I don’t try to comprehend, but I don’t require answers. This is complicated, and it’s useful to try and distill it to simple principles of good deeds and actions and kindness. To me, living a Christian life is essentially the same as seeking my Highest Self.
Surfing
About 7 years ago I went surfing for the first time and felt compelled to write this…
Very introspective, and as I step back and read it objectively, I can feel the writer’s pain. Not dwelling now on what I was going through at the time, but it’s interesting to have a fresh perspective.
A few weeks ago, I went by myself to a local Marin beach in the morning to meditate. I took my journal and wrote the following, which is a much more extroverted view of the same type of experience from 7 years ago…
Surfers are an enlightening metaphor for Freedom and Independence in a shared space.
Ups and downs of waves…
The ocean is powerful and dangerous. The trick is to rise and ride above it.
Being immersed in and respectful of Nature…
Cleansing in the ocean, washing away preconditions, attachments, and suffering.
Wading into the unlimited expanse of the Universe.
Comfort Bunny as Animal Messenger
My journey has been very much about not only self-awareness but even more powerfully tapping into and growing my innate intuition. I participated in an Intuition Intensive in 2013, and it was a revealing and empowering experience from which I emerged at least a few steps closer to my Higher Self. For a number of reasons, I did not follow up directly with more workshops, and my intuition growth while constantly evolving has not included formal training since that time.
In 2021, while continuing my new career path, weathering the ongoing pandemic, and exploring new possibilities, I find myself again turning toward a conscious effort to Pay Attention to my Third Eye!
So many times in my life in the past have I failed to listen to and trust my Inner Voice. Nevertheless, recent efforts are paying immediate dividends to my evolution.
Sometimes it is not in the moment but only upon meditation and reflection that I recognize Messages & Meanings. The value of meditation is so reinforced when I gain insights even if slightly delayed.
For example…
What does going to a San Francisco Giants baseball game have to do with spiritual growth?
I am joyfully surprised to learn how.
Three days ago, after an exhausting yet productive day of hard work, I attended a Giants game with about a dozen co-workers — fun on a Thursday night, imagine that!
The most interesting thing that happened was that a rabbit attended the ballgame. You can’t make this stuff up. A couple of people carried a large, silky bunny with them to their seats about ten rows in front of us. We were all smiling and somewhat nonplussed. I joked with the couple, “Did the rabbit test negative for COVID?!” Because no fans are allowed in with proof of a negative test…
At any rate, funny, a bunny, right?! No big deal.
The next day, my brother Tom, who follows baseball rather closely, commented in a text to me that he saw coverage of the event on ESPN. Apparently this couple has been making the rounds of sporting events with this “therapy bunny”:
The next day at work a few of us were talking about it. Again, just a novelty, I didn’t really see any significance.
Fast forward to Saturday and a spiritual outing to the beach with a very special person. I asked questions, and among other things I learned that the Rabbit (along with the Egret) is a particularly strong totem for this other Soul.
Alex the Comfort Bunny had visited me as another message and connection.
Rabbit Meanings and Symbolism
The rabbit has a diverse nature and can symbolize many things, including:
Fear, shyness and anxiety
Fertility
Abundance and wealth
Cleverness and creativity
Spontaneity
These are not mere coincidences. Everything is Energy and everything happens for a reason.
All I have to do is pay attention.
Heron (Egret) – Symbolism and Meaning
I found this online, and it has special significance to me in my journey. I feel excitement and joy to explore these meanings and possibilities further.
What do herons symbolize? Like every other symbolism, the heron symbolic meaning has several facets to it. Primarily, the bird is a symbol of beauty because it prospers and flourishes in the majestic realm where the land and shore dance in a symphony.
The result is a wondrous spectacle. The marriage of the two elegant energies of water and land is included in the meaning of herons.
The heron shows us the abundance of life in the sea, for when we see the peace, contentment, and tranquility that the heron finds at the edge of the waters, we are assured of the plethora of life present inside the waters.
This works as a guide for those who are on a sabbatical to find healing, calmness, and stillness in their life. The heron is the guide to finding your sacred serenity.
by Garth C. Clifford
Rebelle Won’t Want to Publish This
I love these blogs, and yet I grow weary of them.
I want to plead with you to make your own Wisdom, write your own Manifesto!
You’re so much more, in and of yourself, than a pithy quote and a nature pic and a social media meme.
You learn from these, but you’re capable of writing them.
We build upon and grow from others, and at the same time we find our Voice, and we give back, and we share our own perspective.
When will we cut loose the tethers? Should we?
If we set out sailing, need we leave all else behind, or can we absorb it all, take it all with us, in spirit, as we set forth? Bravely!
Acknowledging those who nurtured us and supported. Yet surpassing same in our own excellence. For you are, in every sense, excellent!
Accept it.
Without fear or doubt, you write, you inspire, you motivate.
Above all, you DO!
Addicted to Busy
I’ve read a number of pieces recently that speak to the “glorification of busy”, such as…
www.huffpost.com/archive/ca/entry/lets-stop-the-glorification-of-busy_b_4295970
and…
Let’s Stop the Glorification of Busy – Guy Kawasaki
I wholeheartedly concur. I admit I am guilty. Guilty as a dog with the “Who, me?” eyes, licking its chops next to the turkey carcass.
I have played the “I’m so busy!” card at times, and I have had it played at me. A typical example is when I speak with a friend and realize I had not been in contact for weeks.
Busy can be a cop-out, a lame effort at an excuse for not being available. “Oh yeah, meant to call you, but work has been super stressful!” “I would love to have lunch with you, but this week is crazy busy!” Well, yes and no… let’s assume I went ahead and ate lunch and, even if at my desk, probably browsed the internet while I scarfed my food. Can I say in 100% honesty I didn’t have 30 minutes or so to meet that friend and share some conversation?
Busy can also be a form of bragging, right? What we are really saying is “I’m busier than you! Look at all the cool stuff I do!” The dangerous subtext is, “I am overcompensating for other shitty areas of my life by staying so ridiculously busy that I at least temporarily forget about my troubles.” And yes, that can feel like a good thing… I find it increasingly bothersome that we all seem to be competing to impress each other with how amazingly fulfilling our lives are. So amazing that it’s a drug.
Am I addicted to Busy? Maybe, and I’m on a slippery slope…
I do advocate being active, going places, trying new things, and getting out of my comfort zone. I am not suggesting that anyone stop having wonderful experiences. I am advising myself (and yes, you the reader, if you have come this far with me) to continue to work on balancing time and your personal hierarchy of needs, slowing things down a bit, and avoiding being too busy for friends and family.
Sometimes we really lack the time to do all the things we would like to do, that is true.
But that’s the point: we all know life is about choices, or the lack thereof. Do we realize, however, as we utter the “busy” line that we are setting priorities and sending messages?
By choosing activity X with friend Y, on the basis of how fun it is, we may inadvertently send the message to friend Z that they are not important or exciting enough. It’s virtually unavoidable and nothing personal, but it happens.
Can we admit, or is it too painful, that we frequently prioritize our work and activities over simple, spontaneous face-time with friends? It’s beneficial to be mindful and aware of each of our loved ones as we set our schedules.
To be fair, many of the pre-arranged activities are with friends, so it’s not like we are being anti-social. Let’s give ourselves some credit.
Yet, there is always room for improvement. To that end, the questions I am asking are:
Does my busy schedule include activities involving friends in a way that allows for quality time, meaning some one-on-one personal interaction and/or conversation that is more than small-talk in passing?
When I do a fun event and post pics on social media, am I doing it in a “Look at me! I’m having more fun than you!” manner, or was the experience truly worth sharing by virtue of being new, fresh, original or highly unusual? Can I share it in a way that encourages others to try it without making them feel bad if they can’t participate?
Am I over-booking myself, or am I allowing sufficient down time for meditation and reflection?
Am I staying busy to fill some other void? Am I over-compensating for a shortage of fulfillment in one aspect of my life by biting off more than I can chew in other areas?
Here are the really tough questions, though, at least for me:
How much of my precious, busy schedule would I trade? For example, would I swap a night going to a big party for a quiet few hours talking meaningfully with one or two intimate friends?
For what would I trade it? That is really the crux of it…
I want my friends and family to know, in the here and now, that as Busy as I may act or seem, my top priority is YOU. I will gladly cancel another half marathon, or a solo bike ride, or even my writing time, to hang out with you to take a walk together or share a bottle of wine, or simply to talk.
All you have to do is you reach out and let me know you want me to be with you. It’s a two-way street. It may require you to walk across the street and meet in the middle, and damn the traffic. Because I won’t let you get hit; I’ve got your back.
[Note: I actually wrote this piece about a year ago. Not sure why I didn’t publish it. Maybe I was too busy….]
Update: Bambi Found in Good Condition
Posted on September 14, 2016 by goldenbearflyer
Last year I blogged about Bambi:
Bambi, and How Not to Fix Everything…
That remains my favorite piece I have ever written. From a series of small events and interactions, I am very pleased that I connected the dots and tied together several themes central to my personal growth and philosophy which I hope will speak to others.
Little did I know that my tale would take a surprising turn.
In what I consider an incredible stroke of good fortune as well as a colossal example of poor memory on my part (to which I am, for better or worse, somewhat accustomed), Bambi was found.
When I originally wrote the story, I was quite sad with respect to what I thought was the permanent loss of my treasured stuffed animal. For all I knew, he was stranded on the Island of Misfit Toys.
It wasn’t because I truly needed to have it, but because I have in my possession so few artifacts from my youth. Bambi simply struck a certain chord, as in Lost Innocence. I am most definitely not overly sentimental, and I am generally indifferent to material things, but that ancient fossil of a plaything symbolizes what Sentimental Nostalgia I do harbor.
When I happened to tell my ex about the blog, she calmly explained Bambi was with me all along. I had completely forgotten that years ago my mom (may she rest in peace) had mailed Bambi to me in a box of old, personal belongings I had left behind in my childhood home. Naturally, Bambi had ended up in a box in a closet.
I was absolutely floored, moved to the point of joyful tears that I had not actually suffered the loss of which my mind had convinced me occurred. It felt exactly like discovering a long-time friend presumed missing or dead had been returned to life.
I admit I have to laugh at myself the way this sounds, all this to-do about a silly stuffed animal. However, as is often the case, this is not about the thing itself, but what it represents to me.
The image of a toy deer I found on the internet and used in the original blog post was not too far off. Following is a current picture of Bambi:
Another odd twist is that, seemingly making a complete liar out of me and destroying my entire premise that Bambi was broken, my dear mother had at some point sewn up his compound fracture! Note the patch on the right front “elbow”. I don’t know if I ever knew about that, but I probably did and again entirely blotted it out from my pathetic memory; I won’t even try to understand why I did that.
I felt a strange sense of, I don’t know, almost disappointment about the successful surgery to Bambi. Don’t fix people, geez, that’s the point! But no, I quickly recovered and was simply grateful to have the deer back in good condition. (In my defense, the full truth is that Bambi defiantly retains and overcomes at least two significant injuries, thus vindicating my assertion that he is damaged, but not beyond hope: the front right lower leg is still crippled, and his neck is weak and wobbly. He remains stoic and pain tolerant.)
In another A-Ha Moment, I discovered that Bambi symbolizes even more than I previously realized. In a way, I am Bambi.
Last year, at least in my mind, Bambi was lost and in shambles. Simultaneously, I was most definitely torn apart yet recovering. Bambi sat in a box, a medical tent, for years and years and somehow emerged healthy. Meanwhile, I have spent the better part of the past two years in my box of an apartment, convalescing and growing stronger every day. Today, the deer is safe and sound, and I feel healed, whole, and Closer to Fine.
With the help of wonderful friends and family, and through patience and self-awareness, I have persisted and endured in my journey without constantly trying to fix myself, but rather giving myself space and time. I am joyful that one small reward came to me in the form of an unassuming, beloved toy which has taught an important lesson about myself.
Update 2: January 2021
Bambi is staying with Cathy, my younger sister, in the front bedroom of her house in Columbus, Ohio for safety and rest while I go back to work in California. Cathy loves stuffed animals, and he fits in well in her abode.
Wait Up
How many times have I met another runner who conveys the message to me that they feel slow, that I should not wait up? Yet, I prefer to wait up! I am willing to go their pace, because I would rather share the path closely with another soul.
Often, for me it’s not about the running. It’s not because I’m lonely or can’t run by myself. It’s just a matter of priorities. I value the connection with that person at that moment.
Yes, sometimes I admit I wish someone would convey that they are waiting up for me, that they are consciously deciding to prioritize me and share a path with me.
The flip side is that for the first time in my adult life I am realizing what it feels like to truly enjoy being by myself. However, I had to go through so much to get here, so many times when someone figuratively would not “wait up” when I hoped they would.
What this means is that I learned that when no one is choosing me, I can choose myself!
Checking in on my neglected blog
I have experienced writer’s block for months, primarily due to stress in my work and personal life.
The good news is that my writing and creativity are sparking again. I am using a hand-written journal, not publishing all my thoughts, but there it is.
July has been really good for me so far. July 1st was of course literally the new half-year. The first half of 2015 was rough. Things are far from smooth, but the are trending upward.
It’s as if I need to go through some very challenging seas and clear the decks for the new voyage that is about to begin.
One unusual aspect of this awakening is that, although my writing is often accompanied by an emotional roller coaster, today in this moment I feel stable, confident, and at peace while also feeling more of my typical optimism — not flighty or giddy, but sure-footed.
I attribute this in part to great support from good friends. They know who they are, and perhaps they may be tired of hearing my stuff, but if so they haven’t let on, and they are there when I need them. In return, I endeavor to be there for them, and I think I have been largely successful in doing so.
I also credit my good health and high energy, which together allow me to continue being active and athletic. Volunteer work, hiking, cycling, running, and other workouts release stress, burn extra sugar, create opportunities for fun social activity, and thus improve my mood and outlook.
Writing about all of this gets myself out of my own head and allows me to turn my attention outward toward being with and helping others. Less thought, more action, is good for me.
Without friends, exercise, and creativity, I don’t know where I would be.
Bambi, and How Not to Fix Everything
I have a friend who, like most of us, at times feels anxious, depressed, and crazy. Recently, I received a text, a cry for help, in the wee hours of the morning.
I don’t know anyone who isn’t damaged or broken to some extent.
One natural response when we experience such feelings is to ask, “Why is this happening to me? Why do I feel this way?”
Because we want to FIX it. Diagnose, dissect, determine, and decide what to do.
Even worse, we want to fix others, even when not asked.
I do that sometimes, too. I’m a problem solver in my brain.
I was sharing the situation about the first friend with another friend – not for advice or solutions, but rather to observe and describe.
The second friend found this on Facebook:
Exactly.
Going against the grain of my brain, I am evolving and learning how NOT to problem-solve. I am compassionate and empathetic at HEART, and more and more I am trusting and following my heart.
Now, my heart simply wants to give care and support, without judgment.
Coincidentally, yet a third friend (yeah, huh, I really do have as many as three!) randomly shared a text that said “Aggle flaggle!”
I’m not afraid to admit that my response was something along the lines of “WTF?!”
“Aggle flaggle”, I learned, is an expression used by Trixie, a young girl who is a character in the Knuffle Bunny series of books by Mo Willems, and Knuffle Bunny is her favorite toy companion.
At this point, I must also admit that Knuffle Bunny in and of itself has little to do with this blog post of mine, except that Knuffle Bunny, the stuffed animal, reminded me of my favorite stuffed animals from my very young years.
I truly wish I still had one of them in particular, or at least a picture of it.
I called it “Bambi”. To this day, I’ve never seen another stuffed animal that went for the authentic young DEER look. What I mean is, it wasn’t anthropomorphic (think of Arthur the Aardvark) or overly cutesy like many animal toys (think Ty Beanie Babies, with all due respect, because I love those, too). Bambi was very young – no antlers. He really didn’t look like this (he certainly had no jaunty scarf), but here’s the closest thing I could find on Google Images:
However, Bambi was a hand-me-down, as were many of my clothes and toys growing up. I was the fifth of six children successfully birthed by my mother. We were not poor, but ultimately my dad was on a State salary, and my parents were continually scrimping and saving. New things were luxuries.
I didn’t really mind. Used stuff has never really bothered me.
One of my aunts used to give us used books for birthdays and Christmas. Very cool. She had even less money than my dad. She did what she could, and she gave with love. Still does, bless her heart!
Bambi was not only used; Bambi was damaged and broken. (Warning: graphic description of an injury to a stuffed animal forthcoming in 5, 4, 3, 2, 1…) One front leg had a compound fracture. I mean, seriously: Bambi’s innards were reinforced with metal “bones”, and one was partially sticking out of the broken leg. Now now, don’t just say “ewwwww” or “awwwww”… It’s important to see it through the eyes of a child; I’ll get back to this point later…
Not only that, Bambi was missing much of his fur, worn away by years of rough-housing. No spots. If he had had a tail, it was long gone.
Where I grew up, we really played like hell. We threw our stuffed animals around like nobody’s business. Like Youth itself, we were fearless and immortal and expected our toys to be so as well.
I cannot emphasize enough how much I LOVED Bambi. My older sibling(s) (not sure who exactly played with it and wounded him before he fell to my care) may have named him something else, but my first favorite movie was Disney’s Bambi, from which I learned that first hard lesson about Life and Death, and I was moved to rechristen him after the titular badass character.
I retain even now the impression that yes, at first it bothered me that Bambi was broken. I distinctly remember using bits of cloth and string or whatever I could find to splint that broken leg. Like a Wounded Warrior, he was expected to participate as well or better than all the other toys, without complaint.
There was nothing much I could do about the balding. I believe that’s where I must have grown up a bit and learned about acceptance. There was NOTHING I could do about the missing fur. Hair/fur transplants didn’t really exist yet, as far as I know. Even if they did, there was no way my parents were going to spring for that procedure for Bambi. Hell, my dad was balding, and apart from embarrassing, futile attempts at comb-overs, he had to live with his affliction. (As I do now; no comb-overs. But I digress…)
As the years went by, I stopped trying to apply medical care to Bambi’s leg. On the contrary, I was proud of that unabashed, unassuming, flawed deer.
Like our human loved ones, Bambi deserved love.
Acceptance is the first step toward Unconditional Love.
Through the eyes of a child… As adults, we often let ourselves think of damage as traumatic and something to be fixed as quickly as possible. That may be fine, but it may also gloss over the stage of Acceptance.
Only by accepting his deformities, fissures, and wear and tear could I continue to play with Bambi. I am not going out on a limb (pun intended) by saying I believe many other parents and children would have stored him away, at best, or thrown him away, at worst. Such thoughts never entered my mind.
That’s how I learned. That’s why I view people as wonderfully flawed, by default – but without judgment. I strive to see the good in others. We are all damaged or broken in some way. Yet, we remain worthy of Love and Play.
Seeing a disability, scar, or abnormality – physical or emotional – in someone else, if we allow our brain to jump ahead to some sort of fix or solution, we may entirely miss the opportunity to perceive the person in that moment and in their vulnerable yet genuine state. In short, we may fail to impart Love in the form of Acceptance.
That’s not to say medical care and psychological care are to be avoided. But it’s a slippery slope.
Often our loved ones are not asking or wanting us to provide treatment. Professionals are better suited for that.
Most often they need us to LISTEN – again, without judgment.
Let’s endeavor not to react by trying to fix everyone and everything. Let’s be present with others, be still, be with, and accept them.
Let’s not discard our imperfect friends as we might our broken toys. Let’s treasure them.
Because at some point, most assuredly and quite soon, we will benefit from tender loving care and support from those same friends.
Be your own favorite author. Be your own action hero.
Some blogs wouldn’t want to publish this. I love Rebelle Society and other gardens, and I grow weary of them.
I want to plead with you to grow your own wisdom and forge your own manifesto.
You’re so much more, in and of yourself, than a pithy quote, a nature pic, and an internet meme. You learn from these, but you’re capable of inventing them!
It’s symbiotic.
We build upon and grow from others, and at the same time we find our voice, and we give back, and we share our own perspective.
When will we cut loose the tethers? Should we?
If we set out sailing, need we leave all else behind?
Or, can we absorb it all, take it all with us in spirit, as we set forth? Bravely.
Acknowledging those who nurtured and supported, yet surpassing same in our own excellence.
For you are, in every sense, excellent!
Accept it, without fear or doubt.
You expound, you inspire, you motivate.
Above all, you DO!
I read dozens, maybe hundreds, of marvelous, amazing deep thoughts each day. I aspire to create my own adventure. Not to invalidate or in any way belittle others, but rather to Live it, to Be it, to Own it.
I love to read great writing, but I want to write.
It’s like cycling. I would rather be out riding than watch the Tour de France, even if I am half as fast as them.
At some point, we have to fish or cut bait.
So, please please please set aside time away from scrolling and browsing to compose. Be your own author.
And before you draft, do something worth describing. Be your own action hero.
Keep harvesting Rebelle, all you rebels, but don’t forget why you are here.
You’re unique, you’re awesome, and your own story is every bit as epic and worthy.
You may find yourself, strangely, with less time to read because you are engaged in the moment and LIVING.
Old Soul
I know everything, and I know nothing. I’m an old soul, yet I am a child born yesterday.
